Tag Archives: bulimia

I like people too much, or not at all.

Posted on August 18, 2015 by inthedayofbeinggrace

I drift in and out of people’s lives, Like a feather in the breeze, You never really know I’m there, Until I start to leave, I don’t make my connections deep, Because I’m scared of what I’ll lose, I don’t … Continue reading →

My problem is, I don’t want to eat but when I do I hate myself a little bit more.

Posted on May 25, 2015 by inthedayofbeinggrace

It’s incredibly shameful really that everyday recently, day in, day out I binge. I’m wasting food, wasting money and wasting life. Why can’t I just stop this and be normal, just for once. It’s humiliating for me and embarrassing. I … Continue reading →

I know what it is like to hurt to smile. How you try to fit in but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside; to try and kill the thing on the inside.

Posted on March 8, 2015 by inthedayofbeinggrace

Everyday, for as long as I can remember, I have felt like nothing, empty, numb. I walk through the streets, get on the bus, spend the day at university, come home to my house mates – nothing. It isn’t them, … Continue reading →

The madness is always there, and always will be there. But it will keep sleeping, as long as I don’t wake it up.

Posted on February 22, 2015 by inthedayofbeinggrace

The formation of habits are inevitable in human nature. We are constantly, subconsciously, creating new ones and breaking old ones. But it’s the habits that seem to have been around for what feels like a lifetime that seem impossible to … Continue reading →

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Never, never underestimate the power of desire. If you want to live badly enough, you can live. The great question, at least for me, was: How do I decide I want to live?

Posted on February 6, 2015 by inthedayofbeinggrace

The compulsive frenzy comes to an end. A sigh of relief is exhaled. The world is still and silent, peaceful. You gaze around at the destruction you have left. Logic returns. The sheer affliction and torment makes its unwelcoming return, … Continue reading →

We must bring our own light to the darkness

Posted on February 5, 2015 by inthedayofbeinggrace

Introductory posts are created to enable the readers to get to know the person behind the posts they are reading. They outline extravagant childhoods, ones beliefs on the world, morals, ethics, where they have been and where they are going … Continue reading →