Tag Archives: borderline personality disorder

I like people too much, or not at all.

I drift in and out of people’s lives, Like a feather in the breeze, You never really know I’m there, Until I start to leave, I don’t make my connections deep, Because I’m scared of what I’ll lose, I don’t … Continue reading

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My problem is, I don’t want to eat but when I do I hate myself a little bit more.

It’s incredibly shameful really that everyday recently, day in, day out I binge. I’m wasting food, wasting money and wasting life. Why can’t I just stop this and be normal, just for once. It’s humiliating for me and embarrassing. I … Continue reading

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I know what it is like to hurt to smile. How you try to fit in but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside; to try and kill the thing on the inside.

Everyday, for as long as I can remember, I have felt like nothing, empty, numb. I walk through the streets, get on the bus, spend the day at university, come home to my house mates – nothing. It isn’t them, … Continue reading

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